Well I couldn’t trust anyone..anymore. After all this lies and getting betrayed all the time, I just couldn’t..I’ve lost hope and my trust in her. How does it feel like to be loved, respected..? Why am i treated this way? Someone please tell me why.. Sandy was once again in her dark room, looking emotional and dejected. Apparently, she is weeping silently so no one could hear her. Today, she was verbally abused by her former classmates in school. The last time she smiled was when she was in Grade 4. Now, she hardly smiles. She has hardly any friends too. Cause she wasn’t socializing with her classmates. Sandy took out a penknife out of her jean pocket, preparing to cut her wrist.

Despite numerous advices from her teacher, she chooses to ignore her advice. Sandy thinks that pain would somewhat make her feel better. A loud slash was heard when she slashed her wrist with the penknife. Red, thick blood gushed out of the scar.

“What’s wrong?” Isabella sounded pretty concerned too. “She slitted her wrists the day before.” Kira replied hastily. “Look.” Kira said. Sandy showed her wrists to Isabella. “Sandy, please tell me why are you constantly doing this?” Isabella asked. Sandy walked away without saying goodbye. Sandy pictured in her mind on what Isabella, her “best friend” did to her. “Who do you think you are? You are basically a common-looking girl. I don’t get why would Kira fall for you.” Isabella shouted in jealousy. The other time Sandy was nearly attacked by the mens, Isabella hired. But luckily, Kira was there to protect her from those guys. The reason why Isabella wanted “to be friends” with Sandy, `cause she wanted to get closer to Kira. Her main motive was to use Sandy to make Kira fall for her.

Isabella pretends to be nice and friendly to Sandy when Kira is around. When he is not around, you know what happens..

The next day, it was a normal school day for everyone. Kira, Sandy’s only best friend walked towards her. “Hey Sanie! How are you?” Kira asked. “Please. Stop calling me Sanie. Just Sandy alright?” answered Sandy. Kira noticed the bandage surrounding her wrists. “What happened? Did you cut yourself again?!” Kira sounded pretty concerned. Whaaa..t? Its nothing actually.” Sandy answered. Kira grabs her wrist, looking very sorry for Sandy. Isabella, another “best friend” of Sandy finally arrived to school. She waved at Sandy excitedly. “Hi Isabella..” she answered coldly.

Minutes later and the bell would ring. I don’t really care about the time. I wanted to only stroll to the English homeroom. It started to make me wonder why would Kira fall for me. What Isabella said was pretty true. I am just..a common-looking girl. “Sandy! Sandy!” I heard someone calling my name. I turned my head and I saw Isabella. The bell rang, luckily.. Isabella and her ‘followers’ rushed to their next period* homeroom. I am still metres away from the English homeroom. Honestly, I need more time alone.I don’t mind if i was late.

I walked inside, Mr Richard looked very unhappy and gave me those usual ‘Thank you for interrupting the lesson’ look. “You are once again late, Miss Sandy. You shall serve detention on Friday.” Mr Richard said strictly. “Now back to the lesson..” Mr Richard sighed immediately after he said that. I walked towards my seat. It was the last seat at the back of the classroom. I sat down and I noticed Kira was staring at me for the entire lesson. I felt extremely uncomfortable. I have this weird feeling that he is trying to say something to me. School’s finally over, I heaved a sigh of relief.  *IF YOU ARE WONDERING WHY KIRA CHANGED HIS CLOTHES..BECAUSE HE WANTED TO CHANGE INTO A FRESH NEW SET OF CLOTHES RIGHT AFTER PE CLASS. YEAH. O_O [ *EXCUSES* ]

I walked out of the school as quickly as possible. I would not want to hear Isabella’s pathetic voice calling for my name. Kira ran out of the school and he managed to stop me. “Sa..n..dy..please..stop..​avoiding me.” He muttered.